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her unavailingness. But I myself eat, for I must needs now be strong for all. Then, with the fear on me of what might be, I drew a ring
so big for her comfort, round where Madam Mina sat. And over the ring I passed some of the wafer, and I broke it fine so that all was
well guarded. She sat still all the time, so still as one dead. And she grew whiter and even whiter till the snow was not more pale, and
no word she said. But when I drew near, she clung to me, and I could know that the poor soul shook her from head to feet with a
tremor that was pain to feel.
I said to her presently, when she had grown more quiet, "Will you not come over to the fire?" for I wished to make a test of what she
could. She rose obedient, but when she have made a step she stopped, and stood as one stricken.
"Why not go on?" I asked. She shook her head, and coming back, sat down in her place. Then, looking at me with open eyes, as of one
waked from sleep, she said simply, "I cannot!" and remained silent. I rejoiced, for I knew that what she could not, none of those that
we dreaded could. Though there might be danger to her body, yet her soul was safe!
Presently the horses began to scream, and tore at their tethers till I came to them and quieted them. When they did feel my hands on
them, they whinnied low as in joy, and licked at my hands and were quiet for a time. Many times through the night did I come to them,
till it arrive to the cold hour when all nature is at lowest, and every time my coming was with quiet of them. In the cold hour the fire
began to die, and I was about stepping forth to replenish it, for now the snow came in flying sweeps and with it a chill mist. Even in
the dark there was a light of some kind, as there ever is over snow, and it seemed as though the snow flurries and the wreaths of mist
took shape as of women with trailing garments. All was in dead, grim silence only that the horses whinnied and cowered, as if in terror
of the worst. I began to fear, horrible fears. But then came to me the sense of safety in that ring wherein I stood. I began too, to think
that my imaginings were of the night, and the gloom, and the unrest that I have gone through, and all the terrible anxiety. It was as
though my memories of all Jonathan's horrid experience were befooling me. For the snow flakes and the mist began to wheel and
circle round, till I could get as though a shadowy glimpse of those women that would have kissed him. And then the horses cowered
lower and lower, and moaned in terror as men do in pain. Even the madness of fright was not to them, so that they could break away. I
feared for my dear Madam Mina when these weird figures drew near and circled round. I looked at her, but she sat calm, and smiled at
me. When I would have stepped to the fire to replenish it, she caught me and held me back, and whispered, like a voice that one hears
in a dream, so low it was.
"No! No! Do not go without. Here you are safe!"
I turned to her, and looking in her eyes said, "But you? It is for you that I fear!"
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Whereat she laughed, a laugh low and unreal, and said, "Fear for me! Why fear for me? None safer in all the world from them than I
am," and as I wondered at the meaning of her words, a puff of wind made the flame leap up, and I see the red scar on her forehead.
Then, alas! I knew. Did I not, I would soon have learned, for the wheeling figures of mist and snow came closer, but keeping ever
without the Holy circle. Then they began to materialize till, if God have not taken away my reason, for I saw it through my eyes. There
were before me in actual flesh the same three women that Jonathan saw in the room, when they would have kissed his throat. I knew
the swaying round forms, the bright hard eyes, the white teeth, the ruddy colour, the voluptuous lips. They smiled ever at poor dear
Madam Mina. And as their laugh came through the silence of the night, they twined their arms and pointed to her, and said in those so
sweet tingling tones that Jonathan said were of the intolerable sweetness of the water glasses, "Come, sister. Come to us. Come!"
In fear I turned to my poor Madam Mina, and my heart with gladness leapt like flame. For oh! the terror in her sweet eyes, the
repulsion, the horror, told a story to my heart that was all of hope. God be thanked she was not, yet, of them. I seized some of the
firewood which was by me, and holding out some of the Wafer, advanced on them towards the fire. They drew back before me, and
laughed their low horrid laugh. I fed the fire, and feared them not. For I knew that we were safe within the ring, which she could not
leave no more than they could enter. The horses had ceased to moan, and lay still on the ground. The snow fell on them softly, and
they grew whiter. I knew that there was for the poor beasts no more of terror.
And so we remained till the red of the dawn began to fall through the snow gloom. I was desolate and afraid, and full of woe and
terror. But when that beautiful sun began to climb the horizon life was to me again. At the first coming of the dawn the horrid figures
melted in the whirling mist and snow. The wreaths of transparent gloom moved away towards the castle, and were lost.
Instinctively, with the dawn coming, I turned to Madam Mina, intending to hypnotize her. But she lay in a deep and sudden sleep,
from which I could not wake her. I tried to hypnotize through her sleep, but she made no response, none at all, and the day broke. I
fear yet to stir. I have made my fire and have seen the horses, they are all dead. Today I have much to do here, and I keep waiting till
the sun is up high. For there may be places where I must go, where that sunlight, though snow and mist obscure it, will be to me a
safety.
I will strengthen me with breakfast, and then I will do my terrible work. Madam Mina still sleeps, and God be thanked! She is calm in
her sleep . . .
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL
4 November, evening.--The accident to the launch has been a terrible thing for us. Only for it we should have overtaken the boat long
ago, and by now my dear Mina would have been free. I fear to think of her, off on the wolds near that horrid place. We have got
horses, and we follow on the track. I note this whilst Godalming is getting ready. We have our arms. The Szgany must look out if they
mean to fight. Oh, if only Morris and Seward were with us. We must only hope! If I write no more Goodby Mina! God bless and keep
you.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
5 November.--With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before us dashing away from the river with their leiter wagon. They
surrounded it in a cluster, and hurried along as though beset. The snow is falling lightly and there is a strange excitement in the air. It
may be our own feelings, but the depression is strange. Far off I hear the howling of wolves. The snow brings them down from the
mountains, and there are dangers to all of us, and from all sides. The horses are nearly ready, and we are soon off. We ride to death of
some one. God alone knows who, or where, or what, or when, or how it may be . . .
DR. VAN HELSING'S MEMORANDUM
5 November, afternoon.--I am at least sane. Thank God for that mercy at all events, though the proving it has been dreadful. When I
left Madam Mina sleeping within the Holy circle, I took my way to the castle. The blacksmith hammer which I took in the carriage
from Veresti was useful, though the doors were all open I broke them off the rusty hinges, lest some ill intent or ill chance should close
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